Strength.. I need you.

Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could. Being strong isn’t just about being able to get through tragedy, its also about preparing yourself – both physically and mentally – for the tests that life will put us through. Its about developing the emotional and mental toughness that will allow us to not only get through tragedy and overcome pain ourselves – but allow us to be a beacon of strength for others and Strength is Happiness. Strength is itself victory. In weakness and cowardice there is no happiness. When you wage a struggle, you might win or you might lose. But regardless of the short-term outcome, the very fact of your continuing to struggle is proof of your victory as a human being.


Love always♥mhargie♥

The 5 habits of a woman who won’t give up

1. She gets up each morning and follows through with her commitments despite how she feels.
Her feet are firmly positioned into the day’s tasks. While quitting may seem like an option she refuses to become someone others or God can’t count on. Her heart understands that she must be found faithful in the small steps to be trusted with the big steps.

2. She approaches the Word of God with reverence.
She opens God’s Word and believes each day He has something to speak to her about. There’s no questioning spirit when a friend texts her a Bible verse. She listens to sermons and teachings and doesn’t think of the friend who needs to hear that message, she knows there’s something there just for her
.
3. She longs for the grace of refinement rather than the grace of relief.
She doesn’t have a personal agenda to fulfill when she faces steps of refinement. In fact, she longs for the grace of refinement rather than the grace of relief because she trusts the process of refinement. She accepts the perspective godly people offer her in difficult situations. And she embraces the process of becoming better through her mistakes.

4. She chooses to infect the world with joy.
Though life seems to frequently dump on her, she chooses to not dump on others. In fact, she thrives on being emotionally generous towards others. The spirit of generosity that oozes through her infects joy into a seemingly miserable world. As a result, when darkness seems to gloom over her she can easily shoo it away by giving joy.

5. She has a spirit of unbreakable determination.
Though she may feel a little [or a lot] bent many days, she never lets her bending turn to a broken dream. She refuses to break her perseverance towards the things God has placed her on this earth to do. In the midst of her rejection that attempts to break her she thrives by standing firm on this verse: “Create in me a pure heart O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.” –Psalm 51:10




Love always♥mhargie♥

There will be times that our problems become too overwhelming for us to handle. There are some battles that we simply can’t fight - and shouldn’t fight in our own strength. Sometimes we need to stand back and surrender everything to Him.

Stand firm in faith. God is with you.

Love always♥mhargie♥

https://www.recoveryformula.com/quiz/report/fo9z1

I took up this because early evening yesterday I felt sudden chest discomfort again and sense of impending doom. 



Love always♥mhargie♥

I am guarding my heart.

I had my complete medical check-up before 2015 ended. My heart and mind is okay now and I'm at peace , more relax and balance now unlike these past few years. I'm doing all my best to maintain it and never forget to guard my heart always. Speaking of heart,  Proverbs 4:23 says, Guard your heart above all else, for it determines the course of your life. It reminded me that we are in charge of guarding our own hearts. We need to check our hearts a lot more often. Our heart's condition depends on the things we allow into our hearts. These things form in our thoughts and attitudes, and ultimately, shape the deepest part of our beings. No matter what our circumstances (the outside) are, if our hearts (the inside) is right, we're going to be okay.But if wrong things in our hearts go unattended, they will become deeply rooted and harder to deal with and worse, it can affect our health, attitude and relationship with others. The quicker we can detect a wrong heart condition and get it straightened out, the better off we are. 

I have to develop self-control and take care of my emotions and thoughts and have focus. Keep my commitments, keep my word and do what I know God wants me to do. And every time I feel like doing the wrong thing, choose to do the right thing. 

So here's My Prayer:

Father God, thank you for my life. Give me strength to keep going in life and never look back to my past mistakes and failures. I pray for guidance and love to guard my heart. Protect me against temptations, ego and pride  that can ruin my life again. May your love help me build a wall against the earthly things and ungodly people. You are the source of my life. May I always be ever mindful of how much you love me and look over me. May I guard the love you place in my heart so I can humbly live in obedience to your will and whenever I have setbacks and disappointments please remind me the abundance of my life starts in my heart and through you and whenever also I encounter heartbreak,sadness and grief please inspire me to always come to you to soothe the ache and find your comfort not from the earthly things. I pray for protection, good health, love and blessings be upon my life and family. All these things I humbly pray in the name of my  Lord Jesus Christ, My Father. Amen. 

Love always♥mhargie♥

I feel like I am seasoning, patiently waiting for the words of another to provoke, entice, render me speechless, seduce me in bliss. Make love to me on a level beyond one’s soul. There it will never judge or question its importance. It will have a resonance unparalleled.

Love always♥mhargie♥

Stories I’ll tell one day

I want moonlight. I want thunderstorms.
I want dancing.
I want late night calls.
I want love notes.
I want dates.
I want flowers.
I want fire.
I want one in a million,
a billion,
a trillion.

I want unconventional love, the kind this generation thinks is corny or overly cheesy; the risk we don’t take because we’re afraid the sacrifice and commitment may not be worth it. Well, I still seek it. I want want slow dancing and that kind of romancing.I want to see the eighth wonder of the world.

Love always♥mhargie♥

Another sleepless night..

As darkness fills the air it’s cold around me, in another sleepless night. 
I lie awake in the still of the night, in another sleepless night. 
All is quiet then the house squeaks and creaks like it’s haunted, in another sleepless night. 
I twist and turn from side to side as the clock goes tick tock, in another sleepless night. 
So I get up, as I walk around in a cold house, in another sleepless night. 
I fix my pillow then I lie back down to sleep and close my eyes, in another sleepless night. 
A light shining through the window, as a motorbike roars past, in the distance in another sleepless night. 
 So I’m up and down like a yoyo prancing the floor once again, in another sleepless night. 
My mind it wanders all over the place thinking of everything that’s on my mind, in another sleepless night. 
My eyes close as I drift off to sleep as the alarm clock goes off, in another sleepless night. 


Love always♥mhargie♥

Dear...

I should not be doing this but you've been in my subconscious dreams since these past few months.  I'm not missing you (I don't know) but I have to admit that you're on my mind for quite some time throughout the day for no particular reason... I dont know?! because I do not want to give so much attention about it?! and It's been actually a long while since the last time we had talked. Maybe you were unfair to me before and you did not even give me a chance to either and most probably you were the last that's why you are still on my mind. Unfortunately, we ended up not being friends although your circle of friends is treasuring me up to this day. I'm not wishing to talk to you nor initiate any actions. 



Love always♥mhargie♥

A Young Man's Diary: What Makes a Girl Beautiful♥

 I was scrolling through my blog drafts, then I saw this and I remember  tumblr days 4 years ago. Probably this is to share and remind myself on how to be confidently beautiful with a heart ♥ (inspired by Ms.Universe 2015-2016 Pia Wurtzbach). Enjoy :-) 

A girl is beautiful whenever she knows confidence and practices it at situations where it is needed. She is not afraid and timid. What she has to say, for her, must be heard. Audiences and groups of people never intimidate her. 
A girl is beautiful whenever she reads books. She doesn’t bother about the people staring at her whenever her tears are starting to fall due to Nicholas Sparks’ novels. Instead, she pours herself into it and internalizes that true love does exist just like in novels. 
A girl is beautiful if she knows that personality is what matters the most. She doesn’t splurge on Dolce or Gucci just to impress people and have a date for the night. She uses her personality in order to attract people.A girl is beautiful whenever she smiles. 
A girl is beautiful whenever she appreciates simplicity over other things. She doesn’t dwell on making things complicated. She enjoys the basics. 
A girl is beautiful whenever she writes letters for her special someone. She knows that a physical letter means a lot to a person who is reading it. Especially if it is a love letter. 
A girl is beautiful whenever she doesn’t complain how difficult things are. She accepts the challenge and learns from it. Courage is the name of the game. 
A girl is beautiful whenever she knows how to prioritize herself. She cares about herself but not too much that it overshadows others. 
A girl is beautiful if she is intelligent. She can tell the difference between mass and weight as well as the difference between carbon monoxide and carbon dioxide.
A girl is beautiful whenever she cares for others. She doesn’t think twice if there is someone who needs her. She just helps. 
Most importantly, a girl is beautiful if she accepts herself. She is proud of who she is and how she looks no matter what other people say to her.♥


A Young Man’s Diary: What Makes a Girl Beautiful♥


Love always♥mhargie♥

PSALM 23

Before I go to bed now, I just want to share this bible verses that encourage and comfort me. It is one of  my favorite  verses eversince and It is well for my soul. 

Psalm 23

A psalm of David.

1 The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
2     He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
3     he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths
    for his name’s sake.
4 Even though I walk
    through the darkest valley,[a]
I will fear no evil,
    for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
    they comfort me.

5 You prepare a table before me
    in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
    my cup overflows.
6 Surely your goodness and love will follow me
    all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord
    forever.

Love always♥mhargie♥

MY SELFISH YEAR 2016

I find life itself is meant to be survived and to be reminded. If in the process, I need to find time to live, love and learn again and again and again. And be inspired all over again and again and again. When my heart became cold gray I've experienced the thing where I could not feel anything anymore and I thought it would be the end of me. (I'm definitely wrong, yeah, right!)
So after I finished doing and thinking about my faith goals 2016, I am inspired by this article I have read from power of positivity. It's actually familiar to me during when I was active in tumblr and I'd like to share this to remind myself and be inspired because it's new year already and I dont want to have another 2015, 2014, 2013 anymore. I am desperately desiring a new life with no worries. I am desperately maintaining a life with peace of mind. 

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Please pledge to read the printed word:


When you observe today’s world, you might come to the conclusion that people seem self-absorbed, entitled, and selfish. In the age of selfies, self-promotion, and self-indulgence, we seem to have an obsession with garnering attention and inflating our egos…on the surface. However, if we dive deeper into this idea of focusing on ourselves, we can start to understand why putting ourselves first, having confidence, and loving ourselves serves as the foundation for building a healthy, happy life.

“I choose to honor my feelings. I choose to give myself permission to get my needs met. I choose to make self-care a priority. I choose me.” – Daniell Koepke

Before we continue, let’s first look at some definitions.

Self – a person’s essential being that distinguishes them from others, especially considered as the object of introspection or reflexive action.

Selfish – (of a person, action, or motive) lacking consideration for others; concerned chiefly with one’s own personal profit or pleasure.

What if we combined these two definitions to encompass the idea of having consideration for others by becoming better people ourselves? If you still think this sounds selfish, we hope you will hear us out as we explain why you shouldn’t feel guilty about making this coming year all about you.

HERE ARE 7 REASONS WHY YOU NEED TO MAKE 2016 YOUR SELFISH YEAR:

1. YOU WILL HAVE BETTER RELATIONSHIPS WITH OTHERS.
Have you ever noticed how many people in the world have rifts and struggles in their relationships? Whether with their bosses, parents, lovers, or friends, so many relationships become tarnished and weathered by pain, guilt, anger, and just the strain of daily life. Underlying these seemingly unstoppable issues is one core problem: a lack of love for oneself.

Remember, if you don’t take time and energy to break through your own barriers and become love yourself, you will always seek it from others. When you strip away worldly attachments, relationships, desires, and everything else, you just have you. As you learn how to have a healthy relationship with yourself, and not allow your ego to bring you down, all your relationships will start to go through a metamorphosis.

All relationships in life depend on how deeply you can love yourself, because you attract what you are. Life is simply a mirror, so if you don’t see love and understanding when you look outside yourself, you have to first correct the blockages and negative thinking patterns within.

2. YOU WILL LEARN UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.
This world could use some more love, but unfortunately, most people look outside themselves for acceptance. We live in an age where we pine for likes and comments on our pictures to give us self-worth, but we do very little to garner this feeling ourselves. We don’t spend enough time healing our souls, wrapping our arms around our insecurities and giving ourselves the love we deserve.

If we don’t offer ourselves affection and compassion, how can we ever expect to receive that from other people? By loving yourself wholeheartedly and unconditionally, you will have so much goodness in your heart and soul that it will overflow, attracting others who also love themselves.

In the age of self-indulgence, don’t be afraid to indulge in your own love. Nothing feels better than having so much love for yourself that nothing outside of you can possibly take it away.

3. YOU WILL UPLIFT THE LIVES OF EVERYONE AROUND YOU.
By loving yourself, others will feel better just by interacting with you and being in your presence. If others see you acting carefree and blissful, it encourages them to act positively and see the good in themselves, too. Simply put, by putting your needs first and healing past wounds within yourself, you don’t just change your life; you change the world.

4. YOU WILL IMPROVE YOUR HEALTH.
Inevitably, when people begin to search inwardly for answers, they discover that they run the show. They make all the decisions in their lives, including how healthy they choose to be. By loving yourself, you will only want to put loving things in your body. You won’t want fake processed foods and sugary carbonated drinks; you’ll want foods that increase your energy and vitality, and make you feel more loved and cared for. Taking time to prepare healthy meals full of living foods does not make you selfish; caring for yourself does not make you selfish. It makes you born again, transformed into an improved human being, and nothing about that is selfish.

5. YOU WILL GET OUT OF YOUR OWN WAY.
Much of our problems exist on this planet because we don’t love ourselves; heck, we don’t even like ourselves. We allow our minds to control us like puppets, dictating our every move and making us believe we have no value. Therefore, we create chaos and destruction because we feel we cannot control ourselves. The lack of love in our world directly reflects the lack of love for ourselves. When we step out of our own way, out of the shadows and into the light, we make the world a little less burdened. By putting ourselves first and removing all of the old, deflating thought patterns, we set ourselves free. And the world becomes a little lighter, in turn.

6. YOU WILL LEARN TO BECOME YOUR OWN BEST FRIEND.
Not only will you attract people who also love and care for themselves, but you will learn to be there for yourself when no one else is. You will no longer feel lonely; you will simply enjoy alone time when you have it, without feeling anxious or depressed. Going deep within yourself and gaining greater understanding will allow you to truly know yourself, which will increase your self-confidence and self-esteem.

7. YOU WILL START MAKING BETTER DECISIONS FOR YOURSELF.
Finally, taking time to love yourself will remove everything that no longer serves you, therefore, bringing better things and people into your life. Decision-making will seem much easier, because you will know exactly who you are and what you want out of life. By knowing and loving the Self, you can make choices that reflect your new state of being, and those decisions will fall into perfect alignment with your ultimate goals and desires.

So you see, focusing on the self does not equate to selfishness. True selfish behavior means you only look out for yourself, with no regard for others. However, self-love and care are selfless in nature, because you aren’t becoming a better person to obtain anything from others; you’re changing yourself to have a better relationship with yourself and others. To see and appreciate yourself for who you truly are so you can do the same to others. And nothing about that is selfish.

SO, BE SELFISH IN 2016; YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE BUT THE THOUGHTS THAT HOLD YOU BACK FROM BECOMING YOUR BEST SELF.




Love always♥mhargie♥

I'm in a Hallway...

Life is like a hallway it sometimes seems dark but you always try your best to get trough even when you can't see where your going, when you reach your destination you feel as if your done, the truth is that outside that room is a world waiting to be explored an ever expanding world of opportunities

- Victor Sereno

I have read this article few days ago and I'd like to share this since it is very timely in my life and only few people knows exactly what is going through in my life today. I'd like to share some words of wisdom to live by. 

We spend one third of our life asleep. Nine years watching television. And a woman spends a year and a half of her life cleaning. Has anyone calculated how much time the average Joe spends in a hallway?
Isaiah 22:22 reassures us that when God closes a door, he opens another. But what happens when a door closes and another one doesn't open? How do you handle life in the hall?

Longing to move on yet stuck in the middle. Ready to run but the baton not passed on. Life is moving all around but you are standing still. Hallways are blank, small, and empty spaces. A means to an end. The prelude to the main event.But imagine a home with no hall. An office building without a corridor. Where doors lead from one room to another without transition. It would be unpleasant and awkward.
Halls are more valuable than they seem. Transitions are a natural part of life. Human babies have a nine month gestation. Toddlers learn to crawl before they walk. Teenagers receive a learner's license before permission to drive. Couples are engaged before they marry. The transitory purpose is more than optional, it is necessary.
The Bible is full of examples of people in transition. Joseph was in the hallway of prison. The children of Israel wandered in the wilderness. David's vestibule was a cave. Jesus' hallway was forty days of prayer and fasting. Paul's metamorphosis was blindness.As you can see, hallways aren't pleasant leads-me-beside-still-water experiences. They are stifling, yet vital in moving forward. Be thankful for the hallway.

1. Embrace the HallwayAn interior designer might explain the hall as a cleansing of the palate. Hallways give respite from the business of the previous room, and prepare you for the sensory stimulation of the next.The same is true for our lives. We need hallways. Space between projects is necessary. Jumping from one stage of life headlong into another is not wise. A recipe for burnout.Hallways are a time of rest. The exasperation of upheaval can heighten stress, but relax. Enjoy the break. Learn to stop and smell the roses. Embrace the hallway. You won't be there forever.

2. Your Worth is Found in ChristPlenty of people are secure in ministry or career, however take it away and they crumble in a heap. Significance is through Christ, not what you do. Being comfortable doing nothing is a good sign. If you find yourself going stir crazy take a look at where you find validation.You are loved by Almighty God, Creator of all. He loves you because you are his. Let go of the doing. Focus on being. Being his child. Being alive. Being whole. The hallway will sort itself out.

3. What Happens in the Hallway Changes You ForeverHallway moments take a whole lot of patience and trust. You can ask questions, just don't expect answers. Kick and scream, but in the hall, nobody is going to hear. It's a process.My husband and I have been living in the hallway for a little while now. The next door is not completely open, but ajar. Hall time almost over.I wish I could tell you I practiced what I preach, but I yelled, questioned and struggled, through the depth and darkness of this perplexing time.But through the hall I grew.I learned to trust God without the answers.I learned to wrestle and be left with a limp.I learned to be angry and not take it out on others.I learned to wait for God's timing and favor to collide.I learned to love him when things weren't going according to plan in the blank, claustrophobic, awkward hallway.Transition births momentum - passion and enthusiasm for the next phase, a hope of things to come. Hold on, friend. You will not be in the hallway forever. Your time will come. God is about to open a door no man can shut. Savor your time in the hallway, for the next phase is explosive.


What have you learned in the hallway of life?



Love always♥mhargie♥

The first sunset of a new year
New colors: pinks, reds
Streak the horizon where the forest of trees end.
Take me into your December sky
So I can drown in it and
Your January eyes. Seek me
The light under which you sleep
Foreign lands, foreign tongues
My hands, foreign when they first found yours.
Likewise we explore all the crevices of these homes
Where our hearts slumber all alone
I know that you want to go
Where no one can find you.
I know that you want to go to a place where you don’t know anything but the sun, the air, the open world.
I know that’s where you want to go and
I want to go too.

Do you want me to come?
Do you want me to go?

—   “Take Me Into Your December Sky” - Nishat Ahmed

Love always♥mhargie♥

My Faith Goals 2016

“I know that I have not yet reached that goal, but there is one thing I always do. Forgetting the past and straining toward what is ahead, I keep trying to reach the goal and get the prize for which God called me through Christ to the life above.” (Philippians 3:13-14 NCV)




Faith Goals 2016:

• To pray more for others. To pray without ceasing. In everything give thanks.
• To walk in peace,forgiveness and unity.
• Continuously walk in accountability and transparency
• To love other people more and live life with purity and holiness
• To be more  socially responsible (continuously pray the nations)
• To lead people with integrity ,faith and excellence

Personal:

Restore broken relationship with my bestfriends
More Quiet time with God
Read more and more books:-)
To have more Compassionate friends who will pray for me instead of talking about me.
To travel a lot. 
Have focus in all areas of life.
To blog, create and inspire.
To be thrifty and be productive this 2016



Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and your plans will succeed.”  (Proverbs 16:3, NIV)

I pray 2016 will surprise me with beautiful things. I declare Victory in all areas of my life. In Jesus name. Amen ♥



Love always♥mhargie♥

2015: A Reflection

Looking back, 2015 was been challenging year for me and it's like a daring adventure. Troubles, personal hardships and genuine challenges that 2015 has brought made me stronger and firm. I encountered fooled and liar people, twisted you around after all good things I've done to them and faced tough situations where the only option was to be strong. Eventually, I surpassed all those trials that came into my life where it test my integrity. I have no regrets because I chose to be real and honest, I have decided not to take revenge and submit everything to God rather. On the other hand , I'm grateful because I have genuine friends who are always been there for me and of course my family and my home where I can rest peacefully. I tried to live away from  them but it kills me. It is really essential that we have home at the end of the day. My mother's love and support is always been the best of everything that God gave to me. She's there when I made mistakes and failures in life, ready to hug and accept me time and again. She's there to understand eventhough I have never tell any of my problems to her but I know She feels it because she is my mother. 

I am a kind of person that never tell anyone apart from God about my personal hardship because I believe in my own capabilities yet I cant deny the fact that I'm just a human, I breakdown, subdued and shattered several times but my faith is always been my hope to lift me up. There were so many things that has happened in my twenty six years of existence and I believe no one is living without hardship in life, everyone is fighting a hard battle in this cruel world. One of the lessons that I have learned in life is be careful to whom you will trust to and invest your time and energy, some are good to you but they are like vampires who will suck you anytime and use you for their own selfish desires. I really have to be careful this time and invulnerable. 

If there is one thing that I love about myself is I never let my situation define my worth, define my value or define my future. I am more than a CONQUEROR. NO matter who I am, where I am , what I've done right or wrong, I still have a TOMORROW that will be better than my YESTERDAY.  God made me beautiful and  only God can judge me. Whatever I want to be, do and have in this life GOD is with me always. I am worth it.



Love always♥mhargie♥

CHRISTMAS 2015

My Christmas 2015 was been great. I was able to attend at our yearly party and reunion at the same time with my real friends. I've been receiving some party invitations from some good friends unfortunately I was not able to come. I've been reflecting of my whole year's experiences and life lessons that this year has brought. So many struggles and challenges but still great for me and I remember that due to stressed and urgent things  I was not able to plan and focus on my Faith goals 2015. So I pray next year 2016, will be more focus to all areas of my life.  I would share my 2015 Faith Goals soon and there are so many things that been running on my mind that I'd like to share here on my personal blog since Im starting to love writing and blogging again. Sweetnight ♥

Love always♥mhargie♥

My longing Soul...

So this is the right time for me to share this. This is one of the most important reflections that I have had in my life so far. I realized that I was living my life with hatred and regrets in my heart for these past few years . And the result, I was messed up in all areas. I made many wrong decisions in life. People cares for me but I did not value anything because I became self centered person.  For these past few years, I made my self believe that I have a strong mind and brave heart that I can do all things with my own capabilities. I  had forgotten that I am only a HUMAN. I have a good heart but misunderstood by many. For these past few years,  I was also living  in unhealed pain and pretending I am okay. But I am only a Human, it was reflected in my actions and how I deal with people around me. So everything was became chained reactions. My heart became so cold and gray. I was stressed but I did not realize it until my health suffered. I was misunderstood by many because they do not understand that I was having a hard time handling my sentiments and relationship due to health reasons. I was longing to the love that this world cannot give and satisfied my soul. I was surrounded by wrong people. I was LOST at all. I was reached the point where anxiety holded me a hostage inside of my house, inside of my head and my heart was like a high fever that will break me anytime. I have reached the point where I can not handle my life anymore and my soul was been restless. I've been searching and desperately longing until I found the right path where God is waiting for me at the end. I have learned that God is always been there for me but I was too attached with worldly things that separates God's love from me. I was so busy in every details of this world that I had forgotten to surrender everything to Him yet He saved me after all. He did not judge me based on my mistakes and failures due to my selfish desires. I am his princess. I am loved. I am valued.  I missed him. I missed the love that this world cannot give. I believe he has saved me time and again. He has always been my hope and salvation. I can now declare  I AM FREE.  I AM AT PEACE. I AM LOVED WITH AN AMAZING LOVE. I am starting all over again. God is fixing and healing all broken pieces and areas of my life. 



Love always♥mhargie♥

I am SORRY.

I would like to apologize to all my bestfriends, truefriends and you who always been there for me :-( I am so sorry to all things I have done. I know you guys will never forget the ungrateful things that I have said and done.I know, what I have done was unjust. I AM SORRY. I am sorry because I allowed hatred to lead my heart. I AM SORRY because I did not value anything.I AM SORRY because I was selfish.  You were probably do not understand me at all, I know.  I have messed up,  life tore us apart, but no matter where I am or what I’m doing, there is always a place in my heart, just for all of you. I will never forget how good you were to me. We may not have spoken since a long time. But nothing can steal the memories. I wanna ask for unconditional love and understanding , maybe it's too much but I believe things will fall into its proper places at the right time. 

As my best friends, I know you guys have the rights to demand an apology. As your best friend, I hope you know I have the right to demand forgiveness. I AM SORRY.

Love always♥mhargie♥

Strong Enough

Cause I'm broken and down to nothing. But I'm still holding on to the one thing. You are God and you are strong when I am weak.

I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength and I don't have to be Strong enough... Strong enough....



Love always♥mhargie♥

“Well, now
If little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you
Little by little
If suddenly you forget me
Do not look for me
For I shall already have forgotten you...

If you think it long and mad the wind of banners that passes through my life
And you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots. Remember that, on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land” .


― Pablo Neruda, Selected Poems



Love always♥mhargie♥

Preserve Your Power!

Preserve Your Power! Not everybody and everything is worth your energy. Sometimes silence is best. You can't be powerful by giving your power away to every little thing that tries to block you and stop you. Remember, NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST YOU SHALL PROSPER!!! Unplug from negative people. Let them go. Turn them off. Hit delete. Press stop. Press pause. If you want to have a powerful relationship, stop feeding into negative energy. If you want to have a powerful paycheck, stop feeding into negative energy at work. If you want to have a powerful life, stop feeding into drama on Facebook. SOMEBODY needs to give you power. SOMEBODY needs to love you back. SOMEBODY needs to help you. SOMEBODY needs to support you. Sometimes that person is YOU! Love yourself enough to preserve your power for the people & situations that are worth it. If you preserve your power, you'll preserve yourself!

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 A real man can't stand seeing his woman hurt. He is careful with his decisions and actions so he never have to be responsible for her pain.


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Sometimes...

As a woman, sometimes I don't want much. I just want someone who will listen to my problems or just listen to what I want to say. Someone who will understand and not judge . Someone who will love me unconditionally, will not give up on me and will be there when I need him.

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I BELIEVE...

I BELIEVE only the women who are working on themselves, forgiving the past, building their value & self worth, striving to be better, believes that love is possible and speaks HIGHLY of relationships and happiness... Exudes and works on their confidence & self love... Those who are uneasily moved and rattled and can handle difficult situations yet remain powerful... Those who know how to be graceful, humble, coachable, lovable, understanding, but won't settle for B.S... Those who are authentically sexy, secure in who they are, always learning, makes mistakes but finds the lesson, hard working, patient and loyal, spiritually plugged in and WISE enough to see the God & strength in a worthy MAN... Those women will be the VALUABLE WIVES to the rare WORTHY MEN that are left. Those who choose to believe & behave differently will spend the rest of their lives alone... Or with someone that isn't worthy of having ANY of this. 

S.C. Sykes


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