The name of the LORD is a fortified tower; the righteous run to it and are safe.” (Proverbs 18:10, NIV)

I was talking to a man the other day who had encountered a lot of difficulty in his life. Most of us will never face what this man faced. He had a tragic upbringing. He watched a family member be murdered, and then his girlfriend died suddenly in the prime of his life. He said it caused him so much pain and bitterness that he would have suicidal thoughts. He said, “I could hardly get away from it, and I was living in this place of destruction.” One day, he called on the name of the Lord! He cried out to God, and then he began to train himself to run long distances. He would run and run, and it was like he was running from his past and running toward God. He said as he stretched, pressed and reached every day, he realized that those emotional wounds began to heal. He said he was able to accomplish things he never thought possible. He became a doctor, and today, he has 35 employees.

How does that happen? He should have been a statistic. He should have never gotten out of his past because it was so painful. He said that it was only God who stretched him forward.

Today, you may have some things from the past that are causing you some problems. You may realize it was the way you were raised, or maybe something recently is trying to hold you back. Turn to God and run! Run into His arms of hope, forgiveness and acceptance. Let Him heal the hurts of the past and empower you to move forward into a bright and blessed future. You don’t have to stay stuck where you are. God wants to set you free to embrace the dreams and desires He has in store for you!

“The name of the LORD is a fortified tower; the righteous run to it and are safe.” (Proverbs 18:10, NIV) -Victoria Osteen

Love always♥mhargie♥

"I want to say to all the young women out there, there are going to be people out there who will try to undercut your success, or take credit for your accomplishments, or your fame, But if you just focus on the work and you don't let those people sidetrack you some day when you get where you are going some day you will look around and you will know that it was you, and the people who love you who put you there and that will be the greatest feeling in the world. Thank you for this moment."


-Taylor Swift




Love always♥mhargie♥

Before I fall in love..

I wanna take a chance give me a reason to believe

Say you're the one that you'll always be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love

Someone who'll stay around who warns
my ups and downs. Please tell me now before I fall in love...

Love always♥mhargie♥

NOBODY IS TOO BROKEN FOR THE GRACE OF JESUS

I meet a lot of people who say they wouldn’t be caught dead inside of a church building, that their life is too messed up to be embraced by the arms of God, and that their previous failures are too monstrous to be forgiven by the grace of Jesus.

This false ideology that a human can be too broken for the all-consuming grace of our Lord and Savior is incorrect, and I pray that more churches will open up their doors to prove it so.

Nobody is too broken for the grace of Jesus.

We’ve all done things we aren’t proud of, said things that we wish we could take back, and been places we wouldn’t dare go visit again. And while many of us have found redemption through the sacrifice of Jesus, we must remember that there are millions of other people in this world who have yet to do the same.

The Apostle Paul states in 1 Corinthians 15:9-10, “For I am the least of all the apostles. In fact, I’m not even worthy to be called an apostle after the way I persecuted God’s church. But whatever I am now, it is all because God poured out his special favor on me—and not without results. For I have worked harder than any of the other apostles; yet it was not I but God who was working through me by his grace.”

The truth behind Paul’s words are revitalizing and scandalous—that even a man who once persecuted the church of Jesus Christ has now been redeemed and forgiven by His grace. This is revolutionary for all who hear it. The story of Paul is one we can all learn from. He is the pinnacle example of somebody who was far from God but found favor through the grace of Jesus. A second chance awaited him, and that second chance was discovered through seeking repentance, asking for forgiveness and allowing the spirit of Christ to transform him.

No matter what you’ve done in life, understand that the grace and love of Jesus is waiting for you with open arms. You don’t need to reach a certain level of “goodness” before you can pray, walk into a church, or even read your bible. God will take you where you are, but he loves you too much to leave you that way. Remember, nobody is too broken for the grace of Jesus.

“For the grace of God has appeared, bringing salvation for all people.” —Titus 2:11

—Jarrid Wilson

Love always♥mhargie♥

Caged Bird

A free bird leaps on the back of the wind
and floats downstream till the current ends
and dips his wing in the orange suns rays and dares to claim the sky.

But a bird that stalks down his narrow cage
can seldom see through his bars of rage
his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings with a fearful trill
of things unknown but longed for still
and his tune is heard on the distant hill
for the caged bird sings of freedom.

The free bird thinks of another breeze
and the trade winds soft through the sighing trees
and the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright lawn and he names the sky his own.

But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreams
his shadow shouts on a nightmare scream
his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings with a fearful trill
of things unknown but longed for still
and his tune is heard on the distant hill
for the caged bird sings of freedom.” 

― Maya Angelou


Love always♥mhargie♥

Your love is everything..

When I am dry and thirsty Lord,

And I'm crying out for more,

I know I can trust in your love.

In the darkness in the night

When I'm starving for the light

I know I can trust in Your love

You keep no records of my sin,

and you don't remember all my shame.

Your love heals every disease

Your love fulfills my every need

Your love is everything to me

Your love is everything

I will not forget

I wont forget your promises

I will not forget

I wont forget your love.

Love always♥mhargie♥

Your Love Will Find Me (Psalm 139)

You were there when life began
Spoken words became a man
Formed in love my every part
You caused the beating of my heart

You're beside, behind, before
You surround me
You're everywhere

You chart the path ahead of me
Show me all that I can be Every moment you are near In every step, through every fear

There is nowhere I can go... To be without You
You're everywhere

Looking to the Heavens, You're there
And in the dark depths of despair
Even there Your love will find me

Knowing that I'm never alone
Even if Your hand takes my home
To the other side of the sea

Your love will find me
Your love will find me

Precious are Your thoughts to me
More wonderful than I can see
As I cannot count the sand
I cannot count the things You've planned

For when I wake up everyday
To face the morning
You meet me there
You're everywhere

Looking to the Heavens, You're there
And in the dark depths of despair
Even there Your love will find me

Knowing that I'm never alone
Even if Your hand takes my home
To the other side of the sea

Looking to the Heavens, You're there
And in the dark depths of despair
Even there Your love will find me
Your love will find me

Knowing that I'm never alone
Even if Your hand takes my home
To the other side of the sea

Your love will find me...



Love always♥mhargie♥

Love Will Find You (Revisited)

I know you’ve lost your faith in love

I can hear it in your wistful sighs

Yet it’s as certain as the morning sun
exploding daily in the eastern skies

Have a little patience my dear friend
love dances to none but her own rhyme

It’s not over I promise, it’s yet to begin
but maybe today is just not her time 

While I see your sorrow in every tear
it’s true that love cares for her own

Remember I told you love will find you 
and then you’ll never again feel so alone

-mikefrawley


Love always♥mhargie♥

What's on my mind, planner and goals?

So these are my dreams and goals in life. This is also a continuation from my previous post "My Faith Goals 2016". In no particular order:


Bonding with Real Friends. Restore broken relationship with Bff. Travel with family. Roller blades. Bike. Paris. Cooking. Business. Gym. Exercise. Videoblogging. Photography. Watching sunset with love one. Hiking. Bleached Blonde highlights on Hair. Financial Freedom. Collect memories. Travel Buddy. Birthday Party. Finish my Master's degree. GOOD HEALTH.


Long-term Goals:

To own a house with garden. Car. To have my own Library, Coffee shop. Paris. Faithful Husband. Happy Family. Stability in all areas. To take Law Degree.



Jeremiah 29:11 
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.

Matthew 6:33
But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.

Proverbs 16:3
Commit your work to the Lord, and your plans will be established.

Romans 12:12 ESV 
Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer.

Love always♥mhargie♥

Another sleepless night...

Half past twelve.
1st of Feb twenty sixteen.
Cold.
Sleepless.
Waiting to calm down.
Battle inside.
Restless night
Music.
Jojo.Avril.Pink.
Love rock.
Reading.
Dreaming of someday.


Love always♥mhargie♥

12 AM

dear.
can't sleep.
cold.
music.
you're on my mind.
still thinking of you.
feel my hand.
pressed in yours.
one more time.
wondering.
if I ever cross your mind.
your pride.
I feel it, I knew it.
but I'm vulnerable.
I can’t tell you.
that I'm missing you.
I've been this way.
for so long.

Tonight,missing you comes in waves.
and I think, I might drown tonight...



Love always♥mhargie♥

I'm trusting my Father...

I have a BIG GOD. I will not be shaken. He can make all things possible. I'm trusting my GOD, my Father with all my heart ♥ He will make all things fall into its proper places.

Jeremiah 17:7
But blessed is the one who trusts in the LORD, whose confidence is in him.

Proverbs 3:5 
Trust in the LORD with all your heart; and lean not to your own understanding.

John 14:1 
Let not your heart be troubled: you believe in God, believe also in me.

Love always♥mhargie♥

Being Single...

Being SINGLE is my choice, my decision that I've been sticking and fighting with for a years already. I believe that there are worse things than being alone or single. Being single while trusting God is actually God's will that I've been obeying. It's really hard because temptation is always there but I have to trust God, His beautiful love story for me. I'm patiently waiting because someday I will look back to this day where I would be proudly say that I made the right and best decision in life. Being single is about loving myself and regaining my health that once was been suffered. Being single is also regaining my Self confidence, exploring my dreams and acquiring knowledge. Being single, is the perfect time to recharge, reflect and get in touch with family and friends. Being single makes me productive,  more independent and experience real Happiness. Being single means I believe in TRUE LOVE AT GOD'S PERFECT TIME.

Once God has already sent the right man into my life, Surely, I will make him read this blog and He will be proud of me... I'm so excited for it to happen.

Love always♥mhargie♥

Someday I will look back...

As of writing this, my eyes is dancing in tears already... 

Someday I will look back to this day where I chose not to settle to someone nor to anyone I don't love that no kind of riches can satisfy the void I feel inside and make my longing heart be secured. Someday I will look back to this day where I started to hope in love again and have faith that the right person will come into my life at God's perfect time. Someday I will look back to this blog where I was able to release my sentiments and recorded all important Life's reflection including personal hardship and failures that God allowed me to experience. Someday I will look back to this day where I finally declared that I am no longer a victim of earthly lust, selfish desires and yesterday's failures. Someday I will look back to this day where I realized that God allowed some things not to happen because He wants me to heal and he removed people that is not worthy in my life. Someday I will look back and Thank God for my life that I fall seven times but I stand up Eight. Someday I will look back and thank God for reminding me that I am worthy, I am his princess, stronger and better and He has beautiful plans for my life. Someday I will look back to this day where I have decided to let go all things and people who did not value me and forget the person who had forsaken me. Someday I will look back to this day where I have released forgiveness to those people who judge and wronged me. 

Someday I will look back that I have decided to love God because he is everything and the ultimate source of unlimited provision and Someday I will look back to this day where I have decided to keep going to the right path where I can live free and loved....

Love always♥mhargie♥

So I've been thinking this lately because many people kept asking me about my love life. I'm not dating anyone since June 2015 up to this day. So here it is, I have decided to rest for a while since I had experienced three heartbreaks in just a year, Imagine that! I've got a long list of men I've dated for these past few years and I'm sick with that. For these past months I have decided to focus on my health and take time to love myself more. I realized so many important things in all areas of my life and how I achieved being peaceful mentally, emotionally and spiritually. When it comes to a guy or having a partner, I believe in God's perfect timing. I never lose faith in love despite of what I've been through. I'm not after looks of a person because for me goodness of the heart and being a God loving person is very important. I believe If a man has a good heart it will reflects outside and all good things will follow upon his life. Why I like a God loving person? because for me, he puts God first before anything else and He doesn't go to church only but He knows how to apply God's word in his life and that what makes him a Man of Integrity.

I have some suitors but I don't feel to fall in love or invest time and energy with them. I am guarding my heart because I've learned from my past mistakes. Yeah , I miss someone, the last one even though we haven't talked nor see each other for a long while yet quite sometimes I think of him, I cant avoid. But I am not wishing about him... so there. 




Love always♥mhargie♥

I Have The Patience To Be Strong...

    I have the patience to be strong through the changes in my life. When the world around me appears unsteady, it would be easy to give in to fear, but my courage rises up and helps me to be patient. At times, my life is overflowing with great abundance and blessings, but there are times when I must wait patiently. I can be patient because I am confident of what lies ahead. I am like the farmer who labors hard during the fall and enjoys the fruit of his labor in the spring. There are seasons in my life where I must simply work hard and then wait for my hard work to bring forth the results I desire.Regardless of how long it takes my hard work to pay off, I am certain that my actions are attracting fortune my way.I am positive about my future and I refuse to allow myself to grow weary.

      Hope is the force that fuels my  positive attitude about patience. I believe within my heart that my best days are ahead of me. Therefore, whatever unpleasant situation I may encounter is only temporary.Learning to respect life’s pace is essential to being able to enjoy life. I am content with living in the moment, taking pleasure in what I have rather than wishing for something else. I know that my hard work and patience will be rewarded in due time.

      Today, I choose to be patient and maintain my composure. I exercise self-control in the midst of chaos, knowing that things get better. By focusing on what I have with a grateful and strong heart.

Love always♥mhargie♥

God, be my strength!

” He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak” (Isaiah 40:29, NIV)."

Oftentimes, when we are facing a difficulty, it’s easy to become weary in our minds and emotions. Trying to figure it all out in our own strength can be exhausting. But we weren’t meant to try to figure everything out, we were meant to trust. We were meant to call on Him and let Him be the hero of our story!

Love always♥mhargie♥

I had become so stressed out these past few days because first I wanted to do some things but I'm not able even though I prayed for it to happen. Consequently, I had to let it go and move forward. Maybe it is not for me, maybe God doesn't want me to be there. 
:-( okay.

Secondly, some people might do not understand that I care...  but I don't owe anyone any explanations of my personal decisions and hardship.  Lastly, so here again the battle that I've been fighting and hiding inside of me. It is like a party visiting me every week.. (im not referring to an actual party). 

I've been looking and searching for a right theme for this blog because I'm not contented yet with my theme although it looks great and beautiful but I think I need a simple one so I can post easily with less customization. I need more time for a lot of changes...


Love always♥mhargie♥

Goodbye old theme...

I just want to travel. I want to see things I have never seen before, hear things I have never heard. I want to go on an adventure, and get lost in a city I have never been to before...

Love always♥mhargie♥