Looking back, 2015 was been challenging year for me and it's like a daring adventure. Troubles, personal hardships and genuine challenges that 2015 has brought made me stronger and firm. I encountered fooled and liar people, twisted you around after all good things I've done to them and faced tough situations where the only option was to be strong. Eventually, I surpassed all those trials that came into my life where it test my integrity. I have no regrets because I chose to be real and honest, I have decided not to take revenge and submit everything to God rather. On the other hand , I'm grateful because I have genuine friends who are always been there for me and of course my family and my home where I can rest peacefully. I tried to live away from them but it kills me. It is really essential that we have home at the end of the day. My mother's love and support is always been the best of everything that God gave to me. She's there when I made mistakes and failures in life, ready to hug and accept me time and again. She's there to understand eventhough I have never tell any of my problems to her but I know She feels it because she is my mother.
I am a kind of person that never tell anyone apart from God about my personal hardship because I believe in my own capabilities yet I cant deny the fact that I'm just a human, I breakdown, subdued and shattered several times but my faith is always been my hope to lift me up. There were so many things that has happened in my twenty six years of existence and I believe no one is living without hardship in life, everyone is fighting a hard battle in this cruel world. One of the lessons that I have learned in life is be careful to whom you will trust to and invest your time and energy, some are good to you but they are like vampires who will suck you anytime and use you for their own selfish desires. I really have to be careful this time and invulnerable.
If there is one thing that I love about myself is I never let my situation define my worth, define my value or define my future. I am more than a CONQUEROR. NO matter who I am, where I am , what I've done right or wrong, I still have a TOMORROW that will be better than my YESTERDAY. God made me beautiful and only God can judge me. Whatever I want to be, do and have in this life GOD is with me always. I am worth it.
Love always♥mhargie♥
